So let me tell you a little about what's been going on with MY side of life! Some words/phrases to describe me lately are:
I'm having a really hard time actually remember to do chores. Like the dishes, and the trash, and the laundry, and the litter box...and even remembering to turn off the Christmas lights in the morning. It's a battle that I'm seriously struggling with. I also think I forgot to pay a bill...but I'm not sure which one.
I've been "appointed" as the go-between for one of our co-workers in need at work. He and his family have been spending a lot of time at the hospital while their 3 month old little girl went through open-heart surgery last week (a very invasive procedure that took over 15 hours, yikes :( . I became the person to take their updates and give them to the rest of the company. I'm also the person taking up collections and anything else to help this super awesome family. It's really quite fulfilling and it's beautiful to see the love and support that our coworkers have for each other here...we really are a family here, through and through. Plus...doing all of this for those lovely people helps keep my mind off other things...like, you know...cancer and stuff.
It's possible that lately I've been a little extra cranky. I don't really have any good reason for it. I think it's just because I get set in my plans...or my specific lack of plan...and then all of a sudden something changes that I'm not prepared for and it makes me angry. I don't like schedule changes that aren't my idea. I mean, I REALLY don't like them.
Today...today my toddler learned how to lock doors. She learned how to lock doors with me outside. She learned how to lock doors with me outside and her inside. Yes, my super awesome three year old locked me out of the house today. It was an accident...she wanted to come outside with me (Sophie is being particularly ridiculous lately and won't go poop without somebody going outside with her, so I went outside). She tried to turn the handle, but ended up locking the little lock instead. Then when she couldn't get the handle turned, she found the deadbolt and turned that, thinking it would help her get outside. So there I am...640 in the morning....it's dark, cold, and I'm locked out of my own house and my child is crying at the door just inside because she's not outside with me and she can't get the door open. I managed to stay calm the entire time and, after 10 minutes of coaxing and consoling (and of course, she had to take a drink break), she finally got that door unlocked. We then proceeded to have a lesson on the parts of the door that she should use and Dave and I decided that maybe we ought to have a couple hide-a-keys now....just in case!
So Christmas is coming up....FAST! I still have about half of my shopping to do, ALL of my wrapping, last minute menu changes, cooking, sugar cookie baking, cleaning, and preparing for the next chemo week. And I'm ready for this year to be over. My brother and sister-in-law were in a bad accident over the weekend and I just hate it. I don't like when people I love get hurt and there's nothing I can do to fix it. I just can't stand it. 2014 has not been kind to our family and I'm done. Just plain done.
So there it is. We'll talk briefly tomorrow about Dave's labs. Till then...